I had an affair... and I want my Fiancee back

[DBinSF]

No, different Fiancee. The one from a few years ago is now engaged to someone else, and I'm happy for her.

The reason I think we can get through it is because our sex is GOOD often, it just hasn't been as good as it was with OW. But I can't ever have an affair again -- it completely degraded my self worth. I got more and more depressed the longer it went on.

My fiancee is the kindest, sweetest, most loving and nurturing woman I've ever met. I am DEEPLY remorseful. And she won't have anything to do with me at this point.