Tears, I'm very sorry to hear about your dog. It's never easy watching them age and then having to make the decision to help them to the other side. Pets are family and I do know how you feel when you have to make this type of decision.
When it rains, it seems to pour. Again, I'm sorry you had to deal w/the people concerning the shed. At least you were able to stop them from hauling it away w/everything in it. Thank goodness you were home!
Getting out and meeting up w/a friend for lunch was just what you needed, as well as see your d's and gd's.
You've come a long way in a short time and you are getting stronger. It takes time to learn to detach and keep your expectations very, very low, but you'll get there. It's a one step forward, two steps back and don't be hard on yourself if you fall down...we'll come along and help you up.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
