I'm proud of you! whistle B/c it is hard to not display a negative reaction, especially when that has been your instinctive behavior throughout the years. To maintain a level of professionalism will be a challenge. And yesterday is just an example of how tough he will make things.

There will be many times during working hours when you may have to go into the restroom or lock your office in order to get control over your emotions. Until you reach that level where his actions really does not phase you, you will need to take a few private minutes to get a grip......and prepare to show an outward consistent Magic......even if the inside Magic doesn't "feel" it. B/c it will take time for the inside to catch up with what you are showing outwardly.

Look at it this way, when we women get upset and have a little cry at work, we usually go to the restroom (or wherever) to refresh our makeup. We don't want anyone seeing our face with smeared cosmetics everywhere. So, even though our emotions are wanting to seep through, we get control and fix our makeup and get back out there. We want people to see us at work looking professional, dressed, hair, & makeup. We want to look like we have it all together. Total package.

So take little breaks, even leave the office for a little bit. You will be tested! This will not be easy, Magic. It does require one thing........your determination. You have to learn to act on your "will" and not out of your "emotions".

You CAN do this, Magic!!

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!