Did you ever READ DB or DR?

"I dont get this woman.. I feel like cock slapping her because shes messing with my head so much"

First of all, she is not "messing" with your head. She has been up front with you and told you she was confused. She's trying different things to see what she ultimately feels. If you can't handle that, then all your claims of "changing" were total BS.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER