"He always wanted to comfort me but I felt like I couldn't just let go so I'd push him away. This is definitely a 180 opportunity but not sure I'm up for it."
If you said that you've changed, then show it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.