Marching forward with deal breakers in hand

[mdu]

H has txted multiple times trying to check in knowing I am probably upset about my Dad today. I did reply to one and just said I was sad. I feel like I'm walking a fine line here, given how tremendously he has hurt me I don't exactly feel like he's the one I should lean on for emotional support. However, this was a bit of a problem in our M. When I was really stressed out and upset I would tend to deal with it by getting angry and pulling away. He always wanted to comfort me but I felt like I couldn't just let go so I'd push him away. This is definitely a 180 opportunity but not sure I'm up for it.