Maybe just enjoy having light moments with your H for now? That in itself is a kind of comfort. I don't know about you but one of my greatest motivations for detaching is the fear that we will end up hating each other. That would be awful.
Hugs to you, and I'm grateful to have found this community.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
