I am not playing games!!! I was being authentic to my honest feelings last night. I am trying to have a stance!!!
I want to stop this ping-pong action RIGHT NOW!! NO... I do not know what to do to prevent it... please share?
I have no interest in fuelling it however... I will not ask him "why" he didn't come to work, or what happened or make ANY comment about it.
I will not chase this or hand over my power....
While writing this, he called... to see if I was still at work. I may have jumped the gun on my comments, but just a bit. I forgot that he did need X's help for 5 minutes. I may have been a bit hasty in my punishment comment. Its possible for both.
I'm not going to think about it anymore.
Sandi.... its me... and I need to know how not to keep myself here.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
