I definitely do need to dive back into the Bible. Thank you for pointing that out.
So you're saying my fear is actually a self-fulfilling prophecy, right? Because it changes my attitude/energy and creates issues within my life that perpetuate my fear. Makes sense.
You're right, it makes ZERO sense to let my fears control me. It's something deeply engrained in me that I've been trying to work through with visualization and working with my IC.
I visualize positive outcomes, and sometimes I get a sense of peace when I do this, sometimes I don't. I think it's a matter of practice at this point.