Also, before she left she asked me that if she went to therapy, if it would be too late for us to reconcile our relationship?

I'm wondering if she meant that or if she was using it as a means to keep me as a Plan B if she doesn't enjoy her new life without me.

I know she is depressed and her thinking is probably all over the place, I struggle with how "in to" me she was just the week before she left. Mind reading, mind reading, mind reading. Ugh.