I still carry a lot of emotional baggage from my childhood. This created a strong need to feel in control. No wonder I'm struggling so much with this, I have no idea what's going on with WAW.
Next week, I'm meeting with a MC who also specializes in addictions. He feels confident we can work on some of my codependency issues. I'm hopeful this isn't a lifelong process, but it is what it is.
Good news, and Bad news....
Good news is, that you are seeing the potential for what is inside of you....
Bad news ??
Isn't really that bad....
It IS a lifelong process being self aware...
I felt much the same as you when I first started this...
And I still learn something each and every day about myself
One day you will look back on this, and be thankful for the opportunity that changed your life....
