Magic, I'm glad to see that you made a decision and the decision was for you and only you. You were satisfied w/that decision and that was all that mattered. My point was that you had options and you needed to think about those options and decide which one best suited you.
If you didn't think you would gain anything from the social and weren't really interested in going, then it wasn't a game. You did what was best for you.
Today is a new day and hopefully will prove to be a good day for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
