I think that my H ow must be on the outs? Somethings up and he is in the, I hate everything about me stage. Beyond short fuse. Nothing I say is good. So glad we have an event this weekend. I'm staying as far away as I can. If they're is trouble in paradise, in my H mind, I'm definitely to blame. He hates everything about me at this time. I'm always the reason anything that goes wrong in H life now!
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
