It doesnt hold the meaning you are placing on it until she says it does.
Good luck.
Maybe it is time to ask some big questions. Just to confirm what I'm feeling about us. Not sure I NEED this right now, but I'm confident it won't hurt.
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl