TL,
I am still following all your posts, and agree that you WOULD be a fantastic moderator. I have been busy with my sister and niece moving in, and with their issues, but still feeling comforted by reading your posts and your progress.
I am like you in that I pray every day and give it to God to deal with the pain, which happens so often any little thing reminds me of H. There is a barrage of small "pings" of things that constantly, and I mean constantly remind me of our time together. I wonder how H does not share the same "pings" of memories. Has he been "reprogrammed?"
Anyway, I just want to say thanks for your posts, 'cause you DO express MY feelings and experiences SO ON TARGET, that's it's almost scary!
Today was my B-day and H texted "Happy Bday, I hope this is a great day for you....and I'm not bringing my dogs to your house. Will resume tomorrow!" Drats! I did want all my doggies to love on today. Oh well!

Hope your life keeps getting better without the ex! I'll be reading and will keep dropping in to say "Hi!"


M 56 H 52
M 13.5 T 15
S 28 twinStep Ds 24
ILYBNILWY BD 1/5/14 OW 4/11/14
Divorce petition efiled 5/5/14
Divorce final 7/8/14