Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Talk about a classic MLC feeling- this was H's Facebook post yesterday:

"Some days I feel like my brain's center of gravity is outside my head and I spend all day chasing it. I can never slow down to catch it, I always try to speed up which just puts me further out of sync. Time to figure out how to change that."

So since the most recent announcement that he was going to finalize the D and moving back to his rented house, I have found a new level of detachment and peace. I did have some serious low feelings initially but now I am better. I still want my marriage to work out, but I am so over the indecisiveness and the roller coaster. I'm letting him go and moving forward working on me.
The one place I'm a bit stuck with though is the kids. When I see their hurt and tears over all of this ( especially my highly sensitive daughter who is actually a daddy's girl but very conflicted right now) I get really pi$$ed off at him.
It's one thing to put me through this but to be so selfish as to put kids through the fallout of adult problems just [censored]!
I suppose I just need to hope the aliens release him before it permanently affects his relationship with them.
Back to GALing....