you're so nice to say im special. i called yesterday and said available to work - been dragging my feet - so that should be entertaining if she calls. she did pretty much last year this time- maybe all the regulars fizzle out and ta da, call the new guy.
been tied up with estate stuff and have had an odd urge to actually do some stuff around house and yard.
i keep thinking i'm enjoying my freedom while i have it- if i ever finally get my fill and blow dodge- i plan to be very poor and working nite and day. (nice plan - huh?)
anyway- going okay i guess. garden exploded other day from rain & sun- tons to do if i can get going.
too darn many things have changed in last dcouple years- big things- i think i'm still just in aftermat of "deer in headlights" mode- til every single shoe drops. (maybe?)
i dont' know what the heck is going on with me ( spirit wise) (i am dispirited a bit) - it's these darn giant life changes - BUT - NOT AS sad and dreary as a few years ago- so still making some sort of progress - however slow it seems... haven't walked lately- walkin buddy has lots going on and me too (neice here lately alot in evenings). it's okay - nice to have company and i'm glad to help out w/ projects, proof reading, etc. (pep talks- nag, advise)
thanks for the nice words - you're too kind. if ya need flowers- i've got a ton - and babies to share...
