You need to call a friend and ask the friend to be with you and your kids when you are feeling this overwhelming you. I hope you have a good lawyer. Spend time you're thinking about H, documenting what is going on so you have dates, times, kids etc. documented for a good settlement. H is using very poor judgement and is not a good person for you now. You need to contact someone you feel safe with to be with you when you go into labor, so there's not the concerns you're expressing. H can wait outside the room and see baby when she comes. You need to focus on you and the baby's health. This stress is not good for both of you. Heh, DBing friends chime in and give her some ideas.
