I thought I could trust him absolutely. Trust is also a choice that comes very very hard for me. I've been hurt and let down, either by myself or others, and it is something I am trying to work on.
Yes, his relationships with those people make it much easier to detach. I see him with them and it feels almost to the point of disgust for me.
I don't know what his intentions were. I am not talking to him as he has said everything we talk about needs to be about work only, until the D is final. He was one of the people I felt safe going to for R questions. He is older than H, and seemed like he could be a genuine friend without going further. H has told me, for whatever reason, I shouldn't tell him I have seen his email.
I want to go away on a cruise for a week and not worry about anything. Dogs, taking care of baby, house, friends etc. Just for a week!!!!
Me- 29 H - 36 T - 5y M - 2y D - 11 months BD#1 June 2013 BD#2 H files 10/28/13 Retrouvaille Nov 13 BD #3 H Files 2nd time 4/22/14 Fires L 7 days later. No court dates set Supposedly he's moving out?
