She had to suddenly run a business and I guess I wasn't helping her enough. Eventually she had enough of my busyness and walked away. I am now calmer, a lot less busy. Now she begrudges my free time, but I'm keeping that open for her. But she is feeling very tired.
Okay, well it makes sense now, knowing the back story.
That book is the worn out woman (when life is full and the spirit is empty) by Stephen and Gray.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!