Magic, What's with the "desperate" comment? You make yourself sound needy. Stop it! This is not the woman that has been "acting" like she was getting her life together. Pull yourself together and get w/it. Besides, you are making yourself dizzy as heck because there's no guarantee he's going to come back and ask you to go this evening. He may opt to miss it himself. Stop spinning on the hamster wheel and focus on work. You are spinning a huge spider web that doesn't need to be spun.
Deciding whether to go or not go, should be an easy decision. You shouldn't base your decision on what any of us advise you to do. This is a personal decision. Dig deep for that woman who was showing strength and some decision making last week.
The decision to attend or not is a no brainer and doesn't need to be analyzed by all. Got it?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
