stumps, great to keep posting here to work thru some of this stuff.
Great that you are staying focused on the 180s and GAL for life - not sure I have any great advice for the rest.
I can tell you that I find myself at times headed in that same direction - not sure I want to keep doing "this" and wondering if at some level I am becoming WAS. So you are not alone in that experience.
I find that revisiting my values and why I started standing in the first place is usually helpful at times like this. Doesn't mean that some of those things can't change or be updated, just find it helpful.......
You are doing great, it took me a lot longer to adopt DB'ing than it seems to have taken you.
Anyway, stay strong!!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
