I think that's so normal, I'm toying with why should I be wasting my life waiting for h to go on his happiness journey, if he's never going to look back.
Why should I be alone? Why should I care? Given some of what's happening, I might yet be the waw, I feel physically sick at any man even him. The stress is killing me.
As for db I keep chanting " do what works" and checking for sings if its working.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26