Had insomnia last night and feel like I ended up wrestling with this all night...I'm not sure I want to do "this" anymore. Not talking about the 180s and GAL, those are for life for sure. They have made such a huge, positive difference in my life that I wouldn't dream of stopping them now.

But a voice in my head keeps telling me it's time to go.

God... Am I becoming a WAS?

H: 43
W: 37
M: 11 years
T: 12 years
S: 11
D: 8
ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14
MC started: 9/22/14
Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14
Piecing: 10/20/14