MY LIFE IS WHAT I MAKE IT AND IT IS AWESOME !

[Ambivalent]

Hahaha! Yes Gabby, I am. I'm also doing double workouts to rewire my brain and exhaust myself. Got most of the list done, and some other things.

Meeting with attorney went well, not in panic mode.

Got a lovely text from JTM.

Still reading relationship blogs and MAFM, WAFV. Really a good book.

Putting it into practice is going to be the hard part.

I need to express my feelings to JTM about how I feel about him being late on a seemingly regular basis.

I do not like it. It makes me anxious, frustrated, and disappointed.

I would like us to come up with a solution.

My options are : Arrive at the time he said he would. If running late notify me prior to being late.

Why does it bother me? Is it a trigger? I could be using MY time differently. My time is valuable. I feel let down.

I do not like expecting one thing and then and hour or more later... it isn't ten minutes.

My H. used to be late. It is one of my pet peeves. How do I figure this one out? Am I being inflexible, or am I being logical? To me, I feel as if I'm not considered, hence inconsiderate behavior.

I don't wish to criticize, I just want to be given the respect that one would give to anyone. I don't like waiting around for someone, when I could be accomplishing something else.