FB is the one tiny thread that connects our lives. In fact, we met on Facebook.

I like to try to get an idea of what she has going on with her life because I feel so lost in limbo.

I also don't want to be naive and be working towards R when it's evident she has absolutely no intent and she is happy in her new life. I would rather cut chase and heal from it at that point like she had passed away (if that makes sense).

She just seems happy. In the past, I did notice she would do this when were going through tough times. She would then admit after things were resolved that she had tried to look happy as means to distract herself.

Ugh... wish I was stronger by this point.