I know you love her. Sometimes, though, your posts come off as really dreamy and a little unrealistic??
The song is nice, but does it really reflect the relationship you have NOW? Seems like a fantasy more than the current reality.
When I read your posts, SOMETIMES--not all, but sometimes, I think how I would feel pressure (as your W) just because of HOW MUCH you want her. Not through your actions, but just the fact that you feel all this desire and wanting and so forth.
She has to sense how much you want this relationship to work. What if that's the thing that keeps her at a distance?
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson