Values are the framework for character and I'm sure you've heard the saying, 'Character is what you do when no one is looking.'
labug, have heard this before but it was a nice reminder.
Stumps, have followed your situation a bit and you are getting good advice and commentary from labug and MrCAS.
I think some of the conflicting thoughts/feelings are very normal and you can work your way thru them.
All in all, things sound like they are going as well as they can given the circumstances. I know that you want more bu remember to be patient when trying to feel the squirrel.
Stay strong!
Me-48,W-51 M-22,T-24 S- 18,16,9 Feb-Jul '11 Away from Home, after initial B date Aug-Dec '11 Back at Home on couch Dec '11-now Same bedroom, room mates only Dec '14 W files initial D paperwork
