Well I did a reverse 180 again today...blah... Told WAW I had a place to move into (she wanted us to rent our place for another month and I was like "no way") and then when she asked how I felt about it is when I lost it and started grumbling and being a little pouty:
"How do you think I feel? I am not happy and am just rolling with the punches here!" "well what about living at...."she counters " I can't just sleep on his floor all the time" and then she goes: "whoa, whoa, whoa (ok I am leaving and we're not getting into this)" ...Then after cooling off I texted her a chunk of text I found about WAW and how "there are hundreds of stories where WAW give up hope but don't realize their LBS have finally woken up and will change heaven and earth to save marriage.." Pursuing? absolutely. Needy & Pushy? Yes again
I am so frustrated and defeated.....and just four days ago she was acting so warm towards me. It [censored] that we don't know hw to act around each other anymore. Gonna go back to re reading DB
Me 42 W:35 M: 14yrs T:15yrs D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs BD: "I want a D"09/03/14 Sep: 30/06/14
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.