You're asking questions that have no answers.

But we sometimes need to articulate the questions.

You're living in the what ifs of the future. How about trying to just live today and let tomorrow take care of itself?

Where do you want to be right now, today? Who do you want to be right now, today?

Tomorrow you ask yourself the same questions.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss