Forgiven lazy husband - reconcilliation possible?

[gogofo]

I understand how you feel about being a liar. Acting "as if" I never took as lying, I took it as practice for whom I was becoming. It does take practice and I cannot imagine having to do it while under the same roof. Have you watched the TED talk about faking it till you become it and power positions to boost self-esteem? They really helped me. I will see if I can find their specific titles and speaker's names.