New therapist and moving on......

[twinmom]

Ok, hospital was a quick trip. They gave me meds and sent me on my way. I didn't even have h meet me there.

H told me tonight he is going on vacation with her/her kids from June 6-14 th..... not taking the twins. It felt like a huge punch in the stomach to hear that.

He also decided we needed to have a conversation about Lillian. He said flat out plans have not changed and he will be there. I tried to explain my fears and that no matter how I feel about our relationship labor/delivery will be a very emotional and difficult time for me. I told him the things I need, he said he understand but never said yes he would comply. He seemed very cold/impatient with me on the phone. I even asked if he was angry to which he replied no.

I told him if he would like to not talk anymore that would be fine, just let me know to which he replied "no"
I told him I do not want a divorce but will be fine with or without him so I will not stand in his way.

I ended the conversation by telling him to have fun on his vacation and he replied, I am sure I will talk to you before that.

I completely forgot to ask what his expectations for bonding with this baby were so I sent a text asking. He asked me what I wanted.... I said I "want" Lillian to have a real family. But YOU do what you feel is right I am not going to control this.
He said she won't have you and I living in the same house but she will have two parents who love her and 4 awesome siblings. And he said he wants to see her as much as he can (which doesn't really give me any info)

I just said you asked what I wanted so I told you, I will be happy no matter what you decide.