Marching forward with deal breakers in hand

[mdu]

So I must admit, I am a bit disappointed tonight. I had hoped after our really good convo last night H would have reached out to me today, but he didn't. He did send a txt asking to speak to the kids but that's it (of course I had them call him). I so want to call him but I will not. I hate that he has made this SO hard. I know if there had never been an OW he would be turning back toward me. We've had our tough times but always were able to find a way to reconnect..before OW. It all makes me so angry. I know I need to let it go, I know my anger only hurts things. I know all of this intellectually, just having a hard time muscling through the emotions right now.