Today he asked me to take delivery of the sofa sleeper for his new apartment!
I said "That's a big request" and he took it back. There were a few more words about it, among them me saying "If you want to be separate, then we need to be separate." I wish I had left that out. When will I learn to not speak so quickly???
I'm starting to say no to him more. I don't want to be around him for a while. I'm glad he's got such a huge travel schedule in June. It will be nice to relax and not have to brace myself for our interactions.
I'm not doing as well at this as I'd like to believe. I wish I were doing better. Though I wish I weren't going through it at all.
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15
