Hi Tears - I had a similar day, alone, but amused myself with some outdoor activities (at least we did have some good weather - a nice change!). And the alone time makes me start thinking and stewing too. H is probably with OW and her family, spending all our money. Lovely picture, ain't it? Hang in there - the holidays will pass, like all other days.
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15