I am having a poor me moment. I'm a bit scared of how I am going to make it on my own although I have done it before and I know it will be okay but I am scared and sad that my marriage and life is no longer what it was. I am grieving for what is lost...strange how this hits me out of nowhere. Also I feel a bit stuck with my 1st XH being in Japan, I don't have him taking the kids every other weekend so I have my kids full-time with no one really to watch them as my younger sister doesn't want to help. I want to GAL but with no real help how can I? I really would like some of the vets to chime in on my sitch please?


Me 34
M 2.5 (Both 2nd M)
My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12
BD 2/14
D final 7/2014