Thanks, 25....not to hijack your appreciation thread, but I hope you are right. These last two weeks have brought about another level of "wake-up" for me, as I think I am finally handing all of this situation over to God. I remember you saying once in a post to me that you would say that every day to yourself in the shower....that you are handing it over to God. I think I have finally arrived there and listen, I am NOT historically the most religious person you are going to find roving the face of the earth. But there are times when I am writing my thoughts, feelings, wishes and prayers in a little book and it feels as if I am being spoken to on one level or another and I write those words words down. Am I crazy? Hell - I don't know. Some would think I am crazy just by virtue of the fact that I am still here.....but in those moments when I write and feel like I hear a voice from within I experience a little bit of peace....real or imagined. I am just trying to listen and find a better path.
