Have I any hope...?

[bashy]

Been down to home of WAW to paint today before house goes up for sale. Getting along great. Then this afternoon as she gets a bath she invites me into bathroom to talk about what to order for dinner. I said are u sure u want me in here. She replies that it's nothing I haven't seen before. When I go in she's covered in bubbles. Then as we talk she sits up exposing her body. I stayed calm and said nothing.
Then she gets out after we chat for a while and I get in. She's in and out of room as I bath chatting away. She says "we're the most disfunctional family ever lol". I laughed to.
Then we discussed taking D out tomorrow as it's a bank holiday here.
Anyway, I'm staying the night but she's nipped out to her friends for a few drinks and is staying there. I told her to have a great night.
Before she leaves we visit her dad in hospital. He's very ill and it's a shock to see him. He looks awful. Liver problems. She sees I'm a bit upset and she gets upset too. I tell her he'll be ok. We then leave. That's her for the night now.
Soooo.... what am I doing about me? Well I've just booked drum lessons for myself lol always wanted to try it. I'm trying to GAL and being proactive ie getting house painted so we can sell and I can get my own place. But all this today and her ringing everyday for last three weeks is making it tough. It's not as if I can go totally dark as we have our D. Tomorrow should be interesting.