Having a rough day today. I tried to GAL by going shopping for some clothes and then grocery shopping but everything reminded me of WAW because we frequented both stores when we were together.

My mind plays out the times we were together shopping and really goes into detail (The last time we were here, we bought brown rice etc.)

I'm really struggling with NC (it's been 2 weeks now). My mind tells me that she's moving on and enjoying her new life without Thornton. I know, mind reading.

I know this is not DB, I'm just being honest. I still miss her so much and having a hard time staying in my sandbox.

I hope as time passes, I will start to get better at this.