New Year, New Goals, New me!

[mishka422]

It does. It means the end of a chapter of his life and the beginning of a new one. It means that I have no excuses not to concentrate on changing me. Scary.

No, I haven't set any new deadlines. It's just too much for me to think about. Rocking the stability I have is just too frightening to me. More scary than spending the rest of my life without a commitment. I have to let it go. It hurts, but destabilizing my life over some arbitrary commitment would ultimately be more painful.