New therapist and moving on......

[twinmom]

I would lOVE for my H to be there when Lilly is born but I am too scared that I will have expectations that he may not be willing to meet and then I will not be able to handle it.
I couldn't handle him texting/calling her while I am in the room. I couldn't handle him leaving at night to go home to her. I couldn't handle him not physically touching me (not sexually but pressure/massaging my back, holding my hand and other support type touching)