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Yesterday and today lots of baseball. S15 & S13 I took to game 1-1/2hr away Friday and enjoyed the drive there and back with them. I can see such a difference in how they open up and talk about sports, school, just anything now where before they wouldn't. This matters to me. I want to be the man they are proud of. I want to show them the love and affection that I have to give. I want to spend every day with them and as of comment yesterday, they feel the same. It brought tears to my eyes and warmth that I have been without for so many years.

Today I had youngest S and W to daughter to out of town game. He is such a funny little boy with very random actions. You can't help but laugh at kid. Now home and all he wants to do is watch a movie together and chit chat. Oh if only I could explain how much of a difference this is. It strengthens my determination to be a good father! To learn more, to give more, and to love more.