Spoue tried I didn't, now opposite #2

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I am angry because___many reasons at the time. none valid__

I lose my temper because__it was my coping mechanism. father the same. uncle the same. learned? IDK___

I was unhappy with my life because_I felt cheated. Not by life. Looking through my journal certain things stand out that look like I felt cheated that I couldn't make everyone happy. Mostly that I wanted to love, wanted to make W happy, wanted to be a good person, and failed miserably__

My mother and father treated me this way_father-bad temper, the world never was enough. stepfather-way younger than my mother and he was still growing up so more of a buddy than father figure to learn from. mother-did the best she could under circumstances, tried to protect her kids from problems so maybe missed out on how to deal with life?__

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