Willbwell- thanks for stopping by. I will read through your stories this weekend. My s also has cp/development delays. He is the main reason I am not pushing for h to move out.
Started with a family therapist to help with s 10 impulsive and sometimes violent behavior. H went to first visit but didn't say anything. While he was out of room I made therapist aware of home situation.
I have also realized that h is not ready to see any changes I have made.w we recently cut the cable cord and that also cancelled home phone. I told h I wanted to look into cheap land line options. In case of an emergency s can't use cell phone. H exploded a about how crazy I am with all my "what ifs". That was the #1 thing I worked on after bd. I honestly think this is the first "what if" H has heard in 8 mos. And I think it is a legitimate parenting concern.
H is taking the kids to beach with parents this weekend. I am working. It was the same last year but then I knew I had romantic late night calls to look forward to. I am feeling sad and need to keep myself busy so I don't focus on those calls going to ow.
This weekend I can get house clean. Do some work in yard. Play with dogs and do yoga in living room.
Me 44 H 42 M 10 T 12 (at time of BD) Ss 20 16 S11 (special needs)
BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom 10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied S and I move out 3/15
