I feel done. Its been rough for months and she wants to finish her degree. She's leaving in July and plans to finish in May. Its possible she's cheating again, and you're right I tried LRT for 2 weeks. I understand she needs time to miss me and not just feel anger. She's been talking D for months now and she honestly can't afford it, nor any of the crazy plans she has. She claims to be done but in my defense even her family has come to distant themselves from her. She needs medication.
I may regret it in time, idk. I can always cancel it. I just can't do this with her, Im a victim in my own apt.
"Don't chase people. Be yourself, do your own thing, and work hard. The right people - the ones who really belong in your life - will come to you. And stay." ~ Will Smith
