soldier, just read you post to my thread. Our sitches are different. Don't give up. I'm worried you are losing hope. As I wrote over there, don't expect anything, but don't lose hope.
I really admire the work you've done. Regardless of outcome of M, if you keep being the best dad you can be, the return from D's love will be immeasurable. I have 3 boys and 1 girl, and it is different. I love my Ss, but there is nothing like my D. There is nothing anyone, including W, can do to take that away from you.
me: 45 W:45 M 20 years T 22 years S14, S13, S11, D9 BD 2/28/14 D papers served 3/3/14 I moved out 3/15/14 MC start 4/2/14 I moved in 6/2/14 D suit withdrawn 6/30/14