For the past 3 years, I have used H's facebook page to keep up with H's family and mine. H has known I used it - I've never posted on it, just viewed details posted. Tonight went to go on H has changed the password.
Its not about facebook - I don;t care a bit about FB, but I feel like he is further pulling away. I feel like we have been getting along okay - working on ourselves, as he encouraged. I feel like this just creating waves where it is not necessary. H never uses facebook. Has posted 1 in the past 7 years.
I know he had said before, since BD, that he felt like we were too much as 1 person with both emails coming into 1 mailbox, always being together, me scheduling his doctor's appts, etc. And that he was looking to regain his own self. I get it.
But I guess it hurts because thing keep deteriorating and moving in the wrong direction rather than moving forward or at least standing still while we work on ourselves.
I won't bring the password change up to him but it hurts.
M:41 H:38 D:6 D:3 M:11 yrs T:15 yrs Bomb: Feb 8/14 Seperated: Feb 12/14
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." Plato
