I'm with you, TL. If my H wanted to come back today, after almost a year, I would not be ready either. It would be a LONG road back. We are both different people now. I am still hopeful, but a little bit of that fades every day. I have left the door ajar, and the ball is in his court, but I am am carrying on. So are you TL, very admirably. I vote for TL to become a moderator. Heh heh. Moderator-in-training. You go, girl...
Me 53, XH 57 M 20 (+1.5) years, no kids BD June '13 H moved out July '13 Confirmed long-suspected PA Feb '14 H filed for D Nov. '14 D March '15