I want to send this email,any thoughts?

Hi, I'm at the airport getting ready to board my flight back.
I'm going to try to put my thoughts into words the best I can.

In our last conversation you said you don't trust me emotionally.
My thoughts concerning trust between us are that I understand how our trust for each other has eroded over time as we were unable or unwilling to try and repair.

I also know that to trust again would take a decision from you and that would mean that we would have to do the work together.

I have expressed to you that I want nothing but that and I cannot say it anymore.
You know that I want to heal our relationship and that I'am sorry for my contribution to us breaking. I can say to you that if you tell yourself that it's too late, then it's too late. If you tell yourself that we can work through all the issues together, then we can do it. The only thing preventing you from that is fear and I understand why you're fearful, but I promise you that with the work, the fear will subside and the love and trust will grow.

I believe anything is possible and I believe our love and our family is worth saving!
I also know that you are incredibly intelligent and that you have the ability to work out your issues with me if you decide to.

At this point, I have nothing else to say or prove to you.
I have done the best I could considering the circumstances and I do truly love you.
If you cannot release your anger, resentment and blame that you hold onto so tightly towards me, it will prevent us from ever healing.

I'am willing to do anything to work through whatever you need to work through. I have no fear as long as we do the work together and I'm confident that our relationship would improve, no matter what the outcome.


Me:46 W:40
M:10 T:17
D:9 S:6
BD:12/11
ILYBINILWY:8/12
Served 2/13
I moved out 2/13
I moved back 6/13
W moved out 9/13