Hi Luke Jacarandas do you have them in Sweden?? I had 2 enormous ones in my childhood home in Sydney.. magnificent. Gratitude today..scented roses.. Thos flat river bike trips look good.. see you there. You might be right about the Ruhr and it did seem like a chance to make some new contacts..I am just so sad about leaving here that it colours everything..
I think you are right about the pressure.. I am sure pulling back on the contact so to reduce the pressure.. have friendly short text exchanges.. i send pictures of the garden he busted his back in for 5 years.. he acknowledges at least which is more than he does when I just write.
Germans like Australians.. so that is a plus.
I ran 1.03 which i think is pretty good.. January I was running 1.15 on a good day!
I have read the books and reread them and marked them and sticky noted them.... it is hard to stay positive and think this is a work of years.. I am impatient by nature but am learning a lot on the way.. Found a book the Dance of Wounded souls.. interesting perspective.. helps me see why I am so anxious and controlling!
I think the less I see him the better it might be at the moment. Small friendly contacts my coach recommended. so that is what I am trying which leaves me with all the work here because I don't complain that he does not come down to help.. but 30 degrees today Bayerische Himmel.. perfect..
